Well, I agree. But,I think they are idiots too.
One thing we are different about at this point, is the way how I see myself idiot through their eyes and the way they see me idiot and the reason I think they're idiots for.
Starting by their perspective:
I'm idiot for them because I care too much, I cry too much, they feel I'm weak , they think they can make my heart broken very easiley, I keep asking for forgivness even for mistakes I didn't make, I give my all till I feel empty inside, I stay alone, I don't study well when I'm upset, they can affect me with the simplest acts, I write sad things, they think I have no refuge but them being pleased to me.
Now, my own perspective:
I see myself idiot for one only reason which is giving them the chance to think I'm that way.
and guess what? Let me tell you why you're IDIOTS people!
I care too much because I'm tender.
I cry too much because it's healthy.
I pretend being weak to know true from fake friends around.
Each time I get a broken heart, I fix it and blend it. AGAIN AND AGAIN ( I don't get bored don't worry)
I ask for forgiveness because Allah is ghafur and rahim.
I give my all because I'm genorous.
I stay alone because I'm a thinker.
I don't study well when I'm upset because I study well when I'm very upset.
You don't affect me with your silly acts because I'm laughing at your poor minds deep inside.
I write sad things because I believe that arts never come from happiness.
Oh and about REFUGE : I pray, I read books, I listen to Quran, I code, I write, I paint , I smile, I thank my GOD for being who I'm. and I smile all the time, I smile.
AND NOW, WHO's the idiot hah? TELL ME. :)
